DEAR GOD!
I
feel like a lost son (Huios). I feel like I’m trapped in a web and can’t
get out. I am unstable (Pachaz) and I feel like Simon, a reed being swayed in
every direction. I really want to be transfigured but I lack an insight into reality
(Sophia) to really understand what Grace (Charis) means and what it is
actually doing in my life.
DEAR GOD!
I
hear of the Anointed one (Christos), one they say died to do something
about this guilt I’m feeling. I hear HE brought joy (Chara) and peace (Eirene)
for me but I guess I’m still missing these elements in my life. They say
something about God kind of life (Zoe) but honestly with my filthy
nature I truly don’t deserve you. It might be my mindset (Phronesis) but
I don’t feel like a novice to even say I’m a greenhorn at this new life. I’m so
confused and I still need understanding (Sunesis).
DEAR
GOD!
Do
you think I’ll ever change? My friends always say I’m a wild breed who lacks
self-control (Egkrateria). That’s not the case actually. I run out of patience
(Hypomone) quickly. I guess you could call me quick tempered. Sometimes
I feel like really bold to enter the Mercy Seat (Hilasterion) because
there I feel safe and am made whole (Soze). And just when I begin to
feel comfortable there, I realize I have to drift away again because I missed
the mark (Harmatia’d). Hmmmmm…. I’m really split in two between my other
life and choosing you.
DEAR
GOD!
I
hear you love me with that unconditional kind of love (AGAPE), but where
is the evidence? (Elegchos) They told me you made me something else
apart from being part of the chosen (Elkletos) generation. What’s the
name again? Heir (Kleronomos) yeah! A joint heir with the Anointed One.
I am happy about this revelation, it is my personal word (Rhema) which I
take hold of (Katalambano). This means I am a vital son (Teknon)
now with dynamic ability to cause change (Dunamis).
DEAR
GOD!
I’m
now getting understanding and insight into reality. I’m sorry I doubted you,
your sufficiency (Auterkeia), your righteousness (Dikaisune) and
your effort to make communication (Koinonia) with me. I feel fresh and
complete, as though I have been blown on (Emphuasao’d) and his feeling
is real good.
DEAR
GOD!
This
is my confession (Homologia) and now that I’m a minister (Diekonos),
I will build up the super structure (Epoikodomea) of your kingdom. I
promise. It was nice talking to you.
BYE
GOD!
BY:
SYMPHONY BAAH
NANA
AKUA OWUSU-ANSAH
ST ROSES'
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